Hm.. today's 4 Jan 2011, am I late to say HAPPY NEW YEAR?? hahaha.. i hope not, it's still early right? Anyway, happy 2011 to each and everyone who's reading this, hope you guys have a wondrous 2010 and looking forward to a more exciting 2011.
Looking back on my journey in 2010, the 1st half was good, nothing much happening, then 2nd half turn upside down. It was bad, and I realised about myself more. I gave up too easily and worried too much about everything. Can't help it, but I need to really change that. And I realised that in terms of working, I can't work in a crowded atmosphere, like factory or big corporate offices. Don't know why, but I just can't. It seems that I can't produce or even express myself better in a that kind of working environment. Too much politics and gossiping around as well. Well, all this bound to happen everywhere, regardless of what industries. We human beings have mouths, so of course it will happen. hahaha...
Coming to 2011, I started my new job in a local retail company, a family business, and huge one at that. The current PA is not really into teaching me, and it's not intentional, I can see that, but she's just don't know how to delegate. Only when I asked, then only she passes the job, because, she still do all the work I'm suppose to be handling!! I told her, you need to pass it to me, so that I can familiarise with it. She just brief me superficially, and will only tell me in details when I ask. No offence, but just because the previous does not teach you anything, doesn't mean that you have to do that to me?? I don't like that. Sigh.. it's ok, she's going to Purchasing soon, to be a buyer so it's fine.
2011.. will this be a better year for me? What I want in 2011? Truth be told, I don't know what I want anymore, I'm still searching. Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma.. Everything is smooth for me except for my turbulence career path.. I WANT A CAREER WHICH I AM SATISFIED AND HAPPY WITH!! Hard isn't it? I'm not perfect, and I don't expect everything to be perfect as well, but at least it's bearable and as long as my self-satisfaction outweighed the imperfections, I'm more that happy. Hey, who doesn't?
What about love? Whooo.... don't know about that, because it doesn't bug me, and I'm relieved. I leave that to fate. ;)
That's all for now then... again.. Happy 2011!!
