High Heels - Love them!!

High Heels, either you love or loathe them. I love them, of course. If not, I won't be writing about it.  For me, it's the shoes that determines the clothes. It may be at the bottom (your feet), but it's on top of my fashion list. You can wear a top and shorts, with flats, and look oh-so-casual, but if you change it to heels, va va voom.. a vixen is born!! You wear a knee length skirt and a collared plain shirt (tucked in), and paired it with high Mary Jane heels, and you bring sexiness to office.

Ok, when I say high, how high is high? Well, for me, 3" is the minimum, and up to 4" or 5" is the best. The higher it gets, the clumsier you will be. But if you can endure the pain and passed the clumsiness, then by all means, wear it. 

And then they are the rounded, and pointed or strappy and slip-on, pump, Mary Jane, open toe, and lets not forget boots (ankle & knee and everything in between)!! So many choices to pick. A word of advice though, if you're petite (like me!!), forgo the pointy sister. It makes you looked like an elf with the pointy jiggling shoes. Just not good on us, trust me. But if you like it and you look great in it, then wear it. Fashion is about self-expression and experimentation. Things that looked good on a person, does not mean it will look good on you, and vice versa. 

Below are some of the examples, which I think is HOT!!

5 Reasons to own them:

1. It makes you look taller (obviously)

2. It increases your confidence level (for me it does!!)

3. Your legs looks sexier instantly (oh la la)

4. Compliments your overall look (yeah..)

5. Self-protection (do you know how painful it is if you poke someone with that heel? Ouch!!)

As much as I love her royal highness the heels, I wear sandals when I go out for long walks. It's more comfortable, and I take really good care of my feet, and no calluses or bunions on it. 

Besides, your heels need their rest too, to maintain it's shape and durability. And make sure the heels are strong and fixed tightly, especially the stilettos type. You don't want it to break right?

(Since I'm jobless right now, I'm starting to enjoy blogging away my worries. It's a stress releaser.)

Hit Rock Bottom

I am currently sitting in front of my laptop, and typing this blindly without any thoughts at all. I tried to write some poems, love poems to be exact, but it comes out horribly disgusting. I realized that I can only write sad emotions kind of poems and that is really disturbing. Maybe because I haven’t been in real love for so long that I don’t really know how to express it. Too bad for that.

This has been a very bad year for me. Wrong man, wrong job, wrong choices, everything’s wrong. After I left my MNC Company, which I have worked for 3 years, things has been downhill. I went to a newly set-up Finnish company, and they paid me, without any work for me. That makes me a slacker, and I don’t want to be a slacker. Then my friend asks me to work in her company, and I took it thinking that it’s better. Yeah, the work is a lot, no doubt about it, but the system is a total chaos. A lot of discordance going on and too many things bundled up for one person to cope. I worked for 4 months, and then I found a job in another company. I worked for 5 days only. Yeah, 5 days, you heard right. Why, you asked? Well, the structure is too rigid and constructive, and it’s controlling my inner self. I can’t work in this kind of environment. Everything must be in “perfection”. Nothing is perfect. I can’t deal with it, and I left. Too rush? Stupid? Craxy? Yeah, everything of that. Why can’t I just cope with all the rigid rules and regulations until I find another job? If I can, I will, that’s for sure. My character is my downfall maybe.

Anyway, I called up a friend of mine, who's looking for indoor sales. The salary is quite low, but I need to start somewhere. The problem is, if I got the job, it will start in Jan 2011. I'm unpaid and broke by then. But I'm selling off my car, and bought a Perodua Viva, will take half of the money to settle all of my debts, and I'm cleared. I'm going to start over my life.

A miserable 2010 year, maybe by my own doing. I'm losing confidence right now, and ashamed of being the only failure in the family. I want to make things better. I told my best friend, and it seems that she don't understand me at all. That's a bit sad isn't it? 

That's all I want to share. Nothing much from a down and out 31 year old woman who has nothing as of yet.