Okie.. here's the truth.. I hate my current job. Literally hate it. Don't even have the motivation to wake up and go to work. Don't have the motivation to do my job (that's why I'm blogging.. duh!!). Everything just seems boring and dull. I need to change environment or maybe change profession line.
Half-year of 2010 have been one bad luck to another. I haven't achieve anything yet. Well.. not really. I did pull off an event from my previous company, which I'm proud off. It was fun. Anyway.. I intend to use the 2nd half of 2010 to it's fullest. I need a change. A really big change.
I felt like there's a big cauldron bubbling inside of me, and it's going to explode if I don't do anything. The problem is, I don't know what I'm suppose to do. My emotions are all jumbled up because of a guy, and my job just doesn't suits me anymore. Heck.. depression is just around the corner, and it's freaking me out.
I'm looking for other jobs, but no reply as of yet, and trying to mend my broken heart. I can't stay at home, need to go out and do something. Books are my salvation, but sometimes it's hard to concentrate. I get frustrated easily, and being quiet is the key. My bubbliness has gone off somewhere, and I need it back. Should go out and mingle around.. ;)
I hope that the next time I'm blogging, it's more on the positive side. Because lately, it sounded so despondent. Let me get my life straighten out first, coz it's crooked to 90° right now.
Wish me good luck.. later..
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